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ok so my life is officially sucking right now. I am jobless because my work is stupid. I call up there to get my schedule for this week and what do they say. "Oh, I'm sorry, your name has been taken off the schedule because you have been laid off for the summer!" no warning no nothing just, bam. no more money for me. $*(@)(*%)(*@t@^t&*($%^&*(!!!!!!! If i have ever wanted to hurt someone it was in that moment. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! UGH!!

Which leads me into my next topic. Sorry for the lack up action on here. life was hectic and now it is utterly empty...>_<... anyways. Our computer crashed and I lost my version of Photoshop so there wont be any deviations for a little while, because I also lost a TON of nearly finished works, including my the colored version of my kitteh sketch, the panda thing i promised Starr and everything else I saved on that computer, making deviant my only source for many of my deviations *sigh*

However, i have done some dilly dallying with chanimaille. So to keep things simple i made a separate account for that stuff... Now with being jobless i could use all of the support I can get and would appreciate if you spread my link around and see if you guys can help me sell some stuff. I was gonna go on etsy but unfortunately that costs money.. and im completely broke right now.

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there she is. It's a little bare right now, but im working on it I promise. I will get my pics of stuff up there for all to see, and trust me. Things will be VERY fairly priced. I sold a few bracelets right before the holidays to a few friends as gifts to people, and i have a dice bag promised as a birthday present to a D&D buddy of mine but besides that i free to create. My mom is providing the seed money for some basic supplies in the beginning (more rings) but after that it's up to me for funds. So spread the word and help me out guys!

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Ok so I've beaten Resistance 1 and 2 for the PS3. Awesome sauce... ok but that is not why I am here.. I want a freaking third one.. but im pissed.. WARNING!!!! SPOILERS!!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!! DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T WANNA SEE IT!!!

Why the hell did they kill Hale??? ugh, you spend two games playing with the character, and he didn't even start to have a personality till the second one, but with Hale dead (which I refuse to believe) the third one will most likely be using Capelli as the main character.. but i don't like Capelli.. he is a DB. However, I'd like to think they ended it the way they did to keep it open for who will be the main. They showed Hale shot, but they never said he was dead. I know how I WANT it to go but it wont.. so anyways im here to vent so be prepared.

If they go with using Capelli they could set it up for something sort of like a Darth Vader twist with Hale. Where he survives and is now the bad guy. I mean come on. the last level of Resistance... those powers were awesome. So Capelli has to try and stop him.

OR and this is the one my brain has cooked up and I love.

Hale was shot in the head by Capelli after he turned.. I think the bullet shouldn't kill him, only severely wound him. I mean come on, Capelli got dropped of a freaking HUGE tower by a giant scorpion/spider thing and survived and Hale's infection is WAY beyond Capelli's. here is the twist. The Chimera are all linked by that telepathy crap, ok. so the bullet should somehow alter his mind. Like when his Regen kicked in and healed him it rewired his brain and made him immune to the Chimera telepathy. So now you have a severly infected hale with a mind of his own. I think he should use this to his advantage and go after the Chimera at the source somehow. He would be perfectly undercover. Meanwhile he is still mutating so that leaves room for the game to expand and him to develop powers (of course the explody telepathic ability from the end of 2 would be gone or weakened after his brain rewired).. this would give the game an interesting sort of twist and deviation from the gameplay of the first two. Where being stealthy is a little more important than just slaying hordes of Chimera.

anyways this is my rant and pass the idea on to anyone who cares.. PEACE!!!

I wanna cosplay! but i dont know what to do! all of the characters i like are either guys or wear stuff i could never be caught dead in! help people! i need ideas!!!

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Well.. first off I haven't written a journal in a long time. So.. tadah... second off...

HOLY SCHNITZEL!!! (lol) The Dark Knight.. OH MY GOD!!! That movie was Amazing.. Heath Ledger.. He gave such an epic performance. It is such a shame that he died. The man deserves an Oscar. I demand an Oscar for him. Not because he is dead but.. if you haven't seen The Dark Knight yet.. and even if you have no interest too.. you need too... now... if only to see his performance.. it is seriously amazing.. you forget that it is him. His walk, his gestures, his presence, even his voice.. it screams joker. and not the clowny party joker of Jack Nicholson. But a gritty, realistic, backstabbing, crazy, demented, plotting, genius of a villain that wants to push the boundaries of society until it crumbles under his little gloved claws. He wants nothing more than to dance around while the world around him burns and Batman is his partner. The movie seems almost like a giant chess game, and the joker is always six steps ahead.

Go see it.. NOW! I COMMAND YOU!

Oh Bale was good in it too.. I love Bale.. but holy shit Batman, Joker stole the whole freakin movie.

Now that that is out of my system.. How is everybody? lol My birthday is coming up! On August 11 I will be 20! the big two-zero.. I will no longer be a teenager.. dammit.. lol XD Only one more till I'm 21! BOOYAH!.. uhh yeah.. I forgot what else I was gonna say.. oh well.. PEACE OUT!

oh and if anyone knows how to color white fur in photoshop. DROP ME A HINT! tell me.. how the hell do you highlight white??? XD

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guess what? my lazy but finally summoned up the courage to get my eyebrow pierced... i had talked to my mom about it yesterday and she was less than thrilled about it.. i think last night i had pretty much made up my mind... then this morning i mentioned it again kind of to drop a warning and then i got tired of putting it off. and well... just did it... it was funny cuz i was filling out the paper work and my mom called my cell, i had dropped the dog off at the vet to get her fixed today and she wanted to know if they had called for some reason. I said no and she asked where i was and it went something like this.

"Where are you at" mom
"I'm- at the place." me
"the place, what- are you really?"
"yup"
"Did you already get it done"
"nope, I'm filling out the papers"
"*sigh*, i going now"
"ok, talk to you later *click* lol oh boy, she doesn't seem too thrilled."

so yeah, i thought it was kinda funny. but all in all im really happy! i like how it looks! and it didn't hurt as bad as i thought it would, about the same as the one in my cartilage on my ear.... it was like, pressure pressure pressure- ow ..... and done... the place had a sale so i have the silver barbell that is in it and a black one to change it too once it's healed..... oh yeah.. I'm loving it!.. too bad my mom isn't XD